The fear of the fear.

I am going to assume that this week's anxiety is due to the back to back to back nature of the final exam schedule. Either that or I'm just a crazy person. I really hope it is the former and not the latter. I had a pretty good stretch there in October where we had tests every Monday, at least after the first Monday which was before I started anti-anxiety medication.

Sadly it isn't a magic pill that keeps all anxiety away. It does make things duller though, which helps. I think the fear of the fear is the thing that is the worst. The anticipation of having a reaction I don't have much control over.

But it could be worse.